so far i am truly enjoying my time with Haylee this week! it's half way through and already i'm getting sad that the week is almost over. although, we have been running around like CRAZY. i'm a little tired and i think she is too. ;) we were throwing around the idea of going to the science center tomorrow but decided not to. i even asked Haylee {who loves the science center!!} and she said she would rather just hang out at home, play in the hose and take a long walk. my kind of girl!
today we went to the beach and had a picnic and played in the ocean. my friend Christin also came along. we had a good time, just chilling and not a care in the world. it felt like i was escaping from life right then and there! it was nice. :) we had a great time. Haylee wasn't done yet, after we got home she played with the hose in the yard for awhile...but i was hot and tired, so now we are relaxing. i'm sure i'll be a burnt lobster tomorrow and she will be a bronze beauty! ;) i love that she has her Dad's skin tone, lucky girl!
i'm melancholy today though, just a lot of things on my mind. thinking too much as usual. every few weeks i make stupid decisions and i made another one although i don't want to go into detail about it. sometimes i wonder, what the heck is wrong with me? i think it's the times i don't let God deal with the things in my life, i try to take control of the issue and it just ends up a big mess. i don't understand myself most of the time. i don't expect anyone else to either. but i frustrate myself a lot. i don't know how to fix this except just keep my eye on Him and keep my heart on His word. it's all i can do i suppose. it's just upsetting to me.
well better get going, i have some laundry to do and i am going to get ready to make my BBQ dinner tonight. :) much love!
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