i don't have to be perfect.

and i'm really really not! not by any means. but i don't have to be. that's the beauty of being human, not being perfect. God is perfect. He is my creator and my life. i look to Him in times of happiness, beauty, when i need strength, love, comfort, everything. i'm so glad i don't have to be perfect, He is for me! awesome. His love is so amazing and honest. and sometimes i am not those things either. i hurt people. i am not the epitamy of beauty and honesty and love. but that's why i have God in my life.

i'm just thinking deep tonight. there is a lot to think about right now. i feel so much comfort in my recent decisions and i'm excited to start new adventures. i know some of you know what i am talking about. for others...don't worry, it's all good things. :)

i had a decent first day of 'back to work' today actually. it was pretty simple and nothing really happened while i was gone, so i'm just catching up on a few little things. then come friday i don't have work, yay! so it's a short week for me...always good! i'm looking forward to our family pool party we do every 4th of July {since we've been in this house at least}. should be fun times!

Haylee changed her mind on the Hannah Montana theme - instead we are doing a Sponge Bob Luau for her 7th birthday bash! i already bought a few items and getting her evite all ready! how exciting!!

ok well going to go, Tim is done w/the dishes and going to snuggle with my honey. everyone have a great night. love to you all.