well haven't been blogging...i get into my moods where i don't feel like sharing my feelings with everyone, especially since i know who reads it. i feel like people will look at me differently sometimes {heck you probably do...} but i really shouldn't care. :) i try to please everyone sometimes, it gets tiring.
truthfully i've just been living every minute of my life and having FUN! i have been actually having meaningful conversations with my husband and going on dates with him. lately we've been having numerous weekends or days without Haylee {spending the night with family} and it is really great to get that much needed date just me and him. having a child is a wonderful thing and i would not change being a mom for ANYTHING IN THE WORLD but sometimes it's good to rekindle with that love of your life.
Haylee and i have had a GREAT weekend together and honestly i love spending a few hours a night with her, helping her understand her homework {she gets a lot in the 1st grade, can't believe it!} and reading to her and just talking to her. i love the questions she asks me and i'm not afraid to tell her that i don't know things. it shows her that i'm human, LOL. but mostly we just talk about everything. politics (seriously...go read her blog about this one), Jesus (my fav topic to talk to her about), why birds fly, why flowers grow and sometimes she teaches ME a thing or two. ;)
lately i've been really anxious...not anxious for anything inparticular but i think i may have a slight case of anxiety - over everything, LOL. it's the weirdest thing. i may be looking into some homeopathic opt for this. i just get antsy and i can't put my finger on it.
today i took the day off because Haylee and i had a dental appointment. she was just getting a check up and a tooth polish - no cavities for her! i, however, got 2 cavities filled and an extensive cleaning! ow! not fun at all, my mouth is sore (which is why i took a whole day for it). anyway tomorrow (and today) Haylee doesn't have school so she is spending the night with her Grammie tonight and she will be there all day tomorrow! so Tim and i are going to dinner, which is fun! yay! i hope you all have an awesome night.
love,
mel
1 comment:
Enjoy your time with your hubby! I sure do miss mine like crazy and can't wait to go out on a date with him soon. I am under 60 days, which is awesome.
I know what you mean about not feeling like blogging at times. I too feel that way, but when I do it I feel so much better. Like a vent.
Hope you have a great rest of the week.
Brandy
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