i am SO ready to get onto something new. new things are going to be happening in my life very soon, i just know it! i can't wait. i have all of these expectations {probably set a notch too high, knowing me} of how great it's going to be too. i hope my future does not disappoint. i just have to think...there's got to be more to life than this.
i heard on the radio this morning that in order for you to be HAPPY in your relationships, you have to lower your expectations of your friends and family. :) i had to laugh out loud in my car because this is painfully true. i think i just expect too much from people. i expect too much from a lot of things sometimes. thankfully i have a relationship with God, because i don't know how i would get through my days sometimes without talking to Him. He's the only one who understands. LOL!
i don't mean to sound down in the dumps {PMS?} but sometimes all it takes is someone's tone to send me wanting to run for the hills {or the mountains, hee hee}. i just have to remember that i have one eye here, my future {and boy is it lookin' good} and one eye on Eternity. nothing of THIS WORLD is going to satisfy me. i may think it might, but that's wrong. maybe sometimes i am "running" from something that i know is missing, a little discomfort you get when you become a Child of God. a feeling you feel as if right now isn't comfortable and just temporary. sometimes that feeling scares me, but other times i just smile to myself and think...it's perfectly normal. 'cause really...i'm not of "this world".
anyway - i'm praying that a few of my future goals come about in the next 1-2 years. one pertains to owning a house {our first}, another is doing photography full time and not having to get a 'temporary' job as supplemental income and finally the third is to possibly have another child {if it's God's will}. only time will tell......
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