happy summer :)

so tomorrow is the first day of SUMMER and for some reason that inspired me to type in yellow...sorry if it's hard to read. ;) i like it. of course i would.

i can tell you now this blog entry is going to be very random...i do not have much to report. there have been a small series of minor bad things/news in my life right now, but nothing i can/want to blog about {you may or may not already know anyhow if you talk to me on a daily basis...}. but i do want to ask that you just lift those things up in prayer for me. one person DOES know, and of course that is God. He knows my heart and my troubles and fears. i don't need to blog them. nothing drastic {for now} so don't go worrying...

anyway today was a joke. it started out pretty crappy for me. i was up ALL night in pain. but finally i fell asleep and i was just a big CRAB today. i feel bad for my coworkers who didn't know whether to smile or ignore me because i drank a ROCKSTAR and took a bunch of ADVIL and then i was so very energetic and hyper. it was a quiet day, which is VERY unusual for a Thursday! it was nice because i feel like i needed a break from certain people today. :)) my day got better and we had root beer floats at work and i got to talk to my dearest friends today and i just love to do that some days...some days you just don't FEEL like working! ;)

haylee spent the day with her grammie today! she doesn't have TLC today or tomorrow, so she's spending time with her cousins & grammie. she went swimming today and played in grammie's make up {she has dark blue eye shadow on as we speak}. she has so much fun over there. grammie is the best. :) she's an amazing mom too as well as an out of the world {in the most amazing way} grandma to all 10 grand kids and 5 grand DOGS too, ha ha! everyone loves susie. ;)

you know what i am thinking alot about lately? PHOTOGRAPHY! i have decided i do not need a degree in it. i mean, hello i will be 29 this year and i sometimes freakin' feel like the OLDEST person in my community college classes. :( it's sad, i know, but you know what...i'm OK with it. i'm fine with not having a degree. i know that sounds terrible, but you know what...i have a lot more than some people WITH degrees. i see so many people NOT happy with what they are doing and/or have their degree in and i am blessed to have the life i have. i feel like maybe, yes, i did things backwards {married, kid, then college...} but in a way i feel like i've benefited from it. i don't mean to sound preachy or anything here but i've thought a lot about it. photography is not rocket science. {otherwise i wouldn't be doing it! hee hee!} you either have the eye for it or you don't. and i believe i do. i love it and it is ALL i ever think about. :) it's my desire. i am DYING for a DSLR camera too....it's just expensive unfortunately. hopefully one day.

with that said, i think i may do 1-2 more photo classes at a community college. but the choices here are slim {with my work schedule that is}. i really just think it's something i can do and learn in time/experience. i may do free photography for people at first so that i can gain some extra experience. we shall see. i need the right equipment first. :)

i told you this post was going to be random...my mind just flows after a long {non-eventful} day. ha ha! thanks for listening though and reading and i'm sure you are thinking i am crazy and random and ridiculous right now. but hey...whatever...it's my blog. thanks for stopping by.